Emo girls are sexy!! :]]
Im kinda haveing an "emo" day myself....so let me inlighten you...
I knew it would happen...it always does...i always mess it up...i always fail to see...the thing that drives my mind...to be that part of me...why i cant see...what broken can truely be...and the misconception...that is truely me...i'll kiss your lips and hold you close...as long as you dont break my heart...
Feelings change and emotions are forgotten. Someone always gets left behing. Promises get broken and dreams die. Why cant we just accept the truth... that we're dying inside because we have nothing to life for.
Time to just say goodbye
Im sick of people telling me i run
Im sick of people pushing my mistakes on me.
It hurts
I know i made mistakes
That doesnt mean you have to rub them in my face!
It makes me sick to call them my friends!
Its painful!!
This is goodbye for all the pain
You people made me feel "GO AHEAD"
I felt weak
You both always have to take control of me! Believe it or not it was pain
No more I could take!
No more I could bare!!
You guys always threw the past on me! My mistakes! EVERYTHING! ITMADE ME
CRAVE EVERYTHING!!
Telling me to let go! Saying sorry!! BULL!
Im sick of it! SICK! You rub it in my face!!! It makes me crave my darkest fears!
I hate myself after I fight with you!! It makes me hate life!!
CALL ME WHATEVER YOU WANT!! I CANT TAKE YOU PEOPLE
ANYMORE!!!!!!
call me annoying! hate me online! i dont care anymore! you people are just another chapter in
a book! im not going to live on my past anymore! therefore i say SO LONG
GOODBYE! HAVE A GREAT
EFFING LIFE!!
"How will you know im hurting if you cannot see my pain, to wear it on my body tells what words cannot explain"
Isn't life funny?
I mean it's full of physical and emotional pain...everywhere i look someone is hurting...from moral imbarresment to broken leg to knowing the love of your life doesn't love you that way to getting hit in the face with a bat...it's all some sort of pain some end in you getting a cast to a new flame...to maybe even takeing too many meds. and talking to imaginary things...in some shape or form it's pain tho. i mean seriously some things can be avioded but this type of pain that some feel..you feel so helpless and alone. And it hurts so much...
I swear somedays that there is nothing to live for...nothing in this world...and then someone randomly makes me think "Brandy your crazy, this is your chance to make it better...for someone else." Life is so much better when your helping someone else...i mean if you can't help yourself...and then there are these few cases of people and you can't help them no matter how much you try and all the advice in the world can't get them out of there rut and it KILLS you inside to know how much pain they feel and you know the pain because you to have it, and you wish you could get rid of it for them..and you know they have to do it themselves. And you wish it wasn't that way.
It's heart breaking. I seriously feel pain and it's killing me. | 
