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Name: Brandy Roth... Country: United States Birthday: 8/28/1990 Gender: Female
Interests: Well, I LOVE GOLF! i like to write poetry, work out...so i dont get fat! lift weights (sorta goes with working out, but i thought i would specify lol) i pretty much like to play all sports, and hmm, just hang out with friends. Check out my profile for xanga to find out more :]] Expertise: failure//messing up
 Occupation: Student Industry: Medical
Message: message meEmail: email me Website: visit my website AIM: Gbiabmson3 MSN: Another_Little_One_10
Member Since:
2/21/2006
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| I'm falling for this girl really fast.
I just hope she's ready to catch me.
[*Sara, i love you so much!*] | | |
| Emo girls are sexy!! :]]
Im kinda haveing an "emo" day myself....so let me inlighten you...
I knew it would happen...it always does...i always mess it up...i always fail to see...the thing that drives my mind...to be that part of me...why i cant see...what broken can truely be...and the misconception...that is truely me...i'll kiss your lips and hold you close...as long as you dont break my heart...
Feelings change and emotions are forgotten. Someone always gets left behing. Promises get broken and dreams die. Why cant we just accept the truth... that we're dying inside because we have nothing to life for.
Time to just say goodbye
Im sick of people telling me i run
Im sick of people pushing my mistakes on me.
It hurts
I know i made mistakes
That doesnt mean you have to rub them in my face!
It makes me sick to call them my friends!
Its painful!!
This is goodbye for all the pain
You people made me feel "GO AHEAD"
I felt weak
You both always have to take control of me! Believe it or not it was pain
No more I could take!
No more I could bare!!
You guys always threw the past on me! My mistakes! EVERYTHING! ITMADE ME
CRAVE EVERYTHING!!
Telling me to let go! Saying sorry!! BULL!
Im sick of it! SICK! You rub it in my face!!! It makes me crave my darkest fears!
I hate myself after I fight with you!! It makes me hate life!!
CALL ME WHATEVER YOU WANT!! I CANT TAKE YOU PEOPLE
ANYMORE!!!!!!
call me annoying! hate me online! i dont care anymore! you people are just another chapter in
a book! im not going to live on my past anymore! therefore i say SO LONG
GOODBYE! HAVE A GREAT
EFFING LIFE!!
"How will you know im hurting if you cannot see my pain, to wear it on my body tells what words cannot explain"
Isn't life funny?
I mean it's full of physical and emotional pain...everywhere i look someone is hurting...from moral imbarresment to broken leg to knowing the love of your life doesn't love you that way to getting hit in the face with a bat...it's all some sort of pain some end in you getting a cast to a new flame...to maybe even takeing too many meds. and talking to imaginary things...in some shape or form it's pain tho. i mean seriously some things can be avioded but this type of pain that some feel..you feel so helpless and alone. And it hurts so much...
I swear somedays that there is nothing to live for...nothing in this world...and then someone randomly makes me think "Brandy your crazy, this is your chance to make it better...for someone else." Life is so much better when your helping someone else...i mean if you can't help yourself...and then there are these few cases of people and you can't help them no matter how much you try and all the advice in the world can't get them out of there rut and it KILLS you inside to know how much pain they feel and you know the pain because you to have it, and you wish you could get rid of it for them..and you know they have to do it themselves. And you wish it wasn't that way.
It's heart breaking. I seriously feel pain and it's killing me. | | |
| This summer has sucked! well in certain ways it has been good, but others it has been a drag...my best friend ever is leaving for college, and we have been slowly losing touch. =(. I lost the love of my life too, but I'm almost over that one....ALMOST! Uhm, I have basically been throwing my life away, and i cant figure out why...oh well. I guess I'm just bored cuz I cant golf...its raining, so I'm just talking about pointless stupid stuff. Thats okay though, cuz i don't care what the fuck you all think...if you don't like me, don't talk to me, and don't fucking acknowledge me! Anyway, im gonna get going, i have stuff to do...well, not really, but I have things that are more important than the computer, so i'll talk to you all later.
Much Love,
*Brandy* | | |
| Im super happy, we only have a few more days of school left, then the summer!! =). Hmm, well, im ungrounded again! lol. hopefully i dont get in a lot of trouble in the summer, that would suck! Oh....GREAT JOB AT STATE LOU!!! man, i have the best friends in the whole world....if you are truely my friend, you should know if im talking about you or not lol. there is noone here and im bored out of my mind! plus some of my friends are grounded so i cant call them or talk to them or anything.....sucks, but im over it. My baby sister is adorable! i love her...yes i do, along with the rest of my family lol. Im kinda hyper....but disappointed too, i was really hungry and i went to make maccaroni, and i got online and forgot it was on so it got all mushy and junk, so i had to make a new box =(, it was good though the second time!! Well, i gotta get going, i am bored like i said, and cant just sit here and talk to the computer forever, so im going to get my lazy but off the computer and find something to do, just thought i would update really quick.....update soon, hopefully =) haha.
Love you all!!
WRANGERRRRR!!! (inside joke) | | |
| Hey everyone! its been sooo long since i updated, i have been grounded for a super long time, first its cuz i got kicked off the golf team for smoking, then i got in trouble again for not going to school on this one wednesday. Soooo im still grounded, just not as bad or w/e, i can actually like get online sometimes, and talk on the phone somtimes, still no golf, and no one coming over, or me going anywhere else, but oh well, its been long enough now, i think im used to it....almost anyway. I MISS GOLFING! lol. Well you guys have missed a lot, unless i talk to you everyday. This one night i snuck out with my brother and rob picked us up, then we came home at like 2:30 or so, i dont know, then i went to bed...after i sprayed like a ton of TAG and ate a bunch of candy...and mints. lol. So that was fun. There are also some bad things....Laura left =( well, not left, but not in school anymore...i miss her lol. Ohhhhh and i got to see Taylor in school yesterday, which was freakin awesom....cept this one person kept fallowing me....yeah 'this one person' lol. if you know me, you prolly heard me talk about her being annoying hehe. Well, i think im going to go beg if Jeff can come over for a little, my dad loves him, so im sure he will be able to, i'll try to update more often...not once a month! lol. Talk to you soon hopefully =) Love you all!!! BYE
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